Real

  I am 14 years old; going on 15 this summer.  I have red hair and blue eyes.  Sometimes I really hate my pale skin.  I love to take pictures, but most of the time my camera sits in my bag untouched.  I get stressed way to easily.  I work WAY too much.  I don't spend enough time with my family.  I really love food.  My favorite meal is definitely breakfast!  I like chocolate but hate candy.  I really love makeup although I'm trying not to wear so much.  Most of the time my room is messy and I stay up way too late.  I really love the internet and my phone.  I'm such a girl sometimes but I can also be very competitive.  I love the outdoors and running around.  I love sports.  I'm protective of my siblings even though we fight a lot.   I'm very quirky.  I LOVE BACON!  I can be very obsessive over things.  But I like to call it determined.  I like to describe my everyday life as normal.  I will burst out singing at random times. Loudly.  I turn the radio up way too loud, but I like it that way.  I'm a hopeless romantic.

  I really want to drive.  I love clothes.  Sometimes I wished girls still wore pretty polka dot dresses and red lipstick.  I like fake glasses and suspenders.  I play softball.  I hate cuss words.  I find them totally unnecessary.  I get really frustrated very easily.  And sometimes I feel like ripping people's heads off and flushing them down the toilet, but that's okay because I don't.  Don't worry, I'm not violent!  I don't really like to talk about things.  And that drives people insane.  Usually I keep my thoughts to myself.  I'm not really an open book when it comes to feelings.  I just don't like to make myself vulnerable.  I hate making decisions.  Usually I just go with the flow.  My newest modo is YOLO.

  I'll take music over TV any day.  I like to doodle and write my alphabet.    I am really shy when you first meet me, but after I warm up to you I'm very outgoing.  I like fishing.  I want a truck.  I love to daydream.  I want to be an Oncologist.  I design blogs.

  I love my fuzzy hat.  I hate wearing socks to bed.  I'm homeschooled.  My favorite color is purple.  I like nail polish only on my toes.  I love to laugh even though I hate my laugh.  I love vintage things.  Fast food kind of makes me nauseous.  I hate throwing up.  UGH!  It's nasty.  My twitter really describes me.

  Sometimes I laugh at myself.  I'm am most definitely not the most graceful person.  I also trip over my own feet or get caught on one thing or another.     I love Twitter and Pinterest.  Facebook is okay.

   I'm a huge nerd.  HUGE.  I love Harry Potter,  Lord of the Rings, and Star Wars.  I'm single, but it's all good.  I'm a freshman in highschool.  I have, what I like to call, a doodle diary.  It's really random.  I don't text that much, even though I have unlimited.  I second guess everything.  It's one of my worst qualities.  I love quotes.  Sad music make me happy.  I don't say LOL.  It's quite annoying.  I wish I was British.  I like coffee.  I'm a pretty laid back person.  I don't think I look like anybody in my family.  Except maybe my little brother, C.  Which is weird.

  Why am I sharing all of this?  Because I want to be more real.  Let's be honest, life is so not perfect.  I have bad days, and then I have really bad days.  We're all human and we all make mistakes.  Sometimes our mistakes are hard to swallow, but isn't it nice to know someone, somewhere knows exactly how your feeling?  We're not alone like we sometimes like to think.  If we all lean on each other there's no telling how far we can go.  So sure, it may not be pretty, but it's real.

Au Revior!